HOLY FUCK THE NOTES.
HOLY SHIT LOOK AT THE NOTES
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This had 7,000,000 yesterday 😳
Remember how I was SO SURE I was pregnant.
Well, my body lied.
CD33. 13DPO(?). Negative pregnancy test today… not even a hint of a line.
Not “feeling” pregnant any more either.
My RE told me that I could start my Clomid on CD34 if my period didn’t show… but it wouldn’t show until CD36… so I think I will wait just to be sure.
This will be my sixth round of Clomid. I will be trying 150mg again. Many REs only allow their patients to try six rounds - but my RE isn’t counting the first three rounds that didn’t work (as in, I did not ovulate.)
I am in a horrible, horrible mood. I thought this month was it… and now I’m just more disappointed than I’ve ever been before. I am trying to keep it together… but it’s just not happening. I just want to lock myself in my room forever and sleep as much as possible.
I know PCOS awareness month was back in September, and I am way late on posting this.
But I believe this one of the main things that NEEDS awareness. Not a lot of people know what PCOS. I was diagnosed with it at the age of 16.
I’ve spent the last 4 and a half years battling this.
Every day is a struggle, and I’m in pain every day, but that doesn’t stop me from living my life.
My next tattoo is going to be a teal ribbon.
So… I am only 4/5 DPO.
But I swear I am pregnant. I have never felt this way before. No way of knowing for up to 10 days still though.
Here are the reasons why:
My sense of smell is super heightened. My friend stayed the weekend (he smokes, but outside) and I REALLY noticed it. He leaned toward me to show me a picture on his phone and my stomach turned.) When my friends left on Sunday, I could still smell smoke.
I almost vomited on Sunday… in the mall. Luckily I was able to keep my mouth shut and “suck it up” (literally)
I’ve had heartburn at least twice in the past few days. I have heartburn, maybe, once a year. I haven’t eaten anything that would make it more likely either.
BIGGEST reason: my boobs hurt. My boobs have literally NEVER hurt in my life (with the exception of being sunburnt.) The pain is mainly on the sides of my breasts. My nipples are also super sensitive and hurt if touched.
I know people say that it is IMPOSSIBLE to have symptoms until after implantation. However; I’ve read pages and pages of woman saying they knew within 3 days of ovulation. I’ve also read some scientific journals explaining why it could be possible. (Though HCG isn’t released until after implantation - as soon as an egg is fertilized it does send a signal to the mother’s body … to suppress the immune system so it doesn’t attack the embryo when it implants.)
So. There you go.
If I wind up getting a BFN next week I am going to be super, super depressed.